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woke up this morning feeling afresh.
its a brand new morning
a brand new churn of feelings...
'you and i were made to worship'
'you and i were called to love'
'you and i are forgiven and free'
'you and i embrace surrender'
'you and i choose to believe'
'you and i will see'
'we were meant to be'
the abundance of grace.
the whole 'for-giveness'
and overflowing of His LOVE for us and to the people.
to the ministry He have called me to be in.
this morning seems to be zeal with thoughts and feelings of abundance of love.
abundance of hope and faith.
coming back to the Heart of Worship.
looking forward to 2007 with the rest of the community.
life*kids.
greater partnerships with street*life..
friendships, kinships, familyyy.housemates.
work, future co-workers..
every sunrise is another note
to your constance of ur faithfulness
its a new day
yes another brand
and i open all to you
all the birds sing to our melody
that you written for ur symphony
how i love oh i love
oh i love all the songs that you have given me
let me sing them back to you
because you have given me ur love.
what an ever lasting love
and you have given me someone i can share it with.
let the lights lead in this harmony
let our hearts find to the key
let us sing.
yes we'll sing.
cause you given me you to whom
for an ever lasting bloom
and you have given me someone i can share it with
someone i can share it with.
so we lay our hearts down
b'cause they are yours
use them as you will.
as you will.
let the lights beam in this harmony
let our hearts find to within the key
how we love , we love the song you have given us.
and we will sing them back to you.
another aeroplane
another sunny place
im lucky i know
but i wanna go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people
IStill feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
the job looking process have been slow.
the p.r things are slowly slowly turning into a picture.
the house hunting is still here and there.
going to the airport at these times just doesnt seem to be the best when you are not flying home.
i miss home.
i need a hug..
i wanan go home lar.
jus wanna go home.
dun wanan stay here anymore.......
YUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
everyone is goign home
amy is on a months leave!!
and like everyone is at home!
why shld i be here
not happy
and you!! stay far far away from me!!
stay away
on random thoughts!!!
often i wonder.
is it due to expectations that i have.
i dont really like this...
yes and finally after 4 years.
i am done.
roula popped champagne outside R.E.B today
almost the whole cohort went for drinks together in a pub!
it was wayyyyyyyy funnn funnn funnnnnnnnnnn
n then lings,jess.t, jess.l, shir, lee-ean, pearl and me
we went to j's cafe for dinnner.........
was bit tipsy. n we were all so hungry.
celebrated shirs and jess birthday.
desserts and flowers.
the birkies arrived today as well.
anyway
i shld be out.
i dunno why m i staying home.
i really shldnt be restricting myself.
whatever....... whatever
when tinh said to me today: ivy i want you to send us back, ivy can you come and play with us.
and the other day on the phone: ivy i miss you.
my heart goes all mushy and squishy.
the expressions of love through these children have made such a big impact on me.
to be able to see them grow and knowing that they are looking up to me
time and time again ..
makes me think about the blessings and love that He have shown through me.
and how precious it is for a child to be able to express little things like that.
1 Corinthians 13
Love
1If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.
4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
ive got TAGGED by WRI!!!
4 things many don't know:
1. i have compulsive disorder
2. i clean my house like at 2am in the morning in my moods
3. i dont like to eat the food i cook or bake
4. i dont like to watch TV shows
4 movies I could watch over and over:
1. love actually
2. stepmom
3. lion king
4. finding nemo
4 places where I've lived:
1. 175, tmn selatan, jln kecubong, kulai (my)
2. beauty world center (sg)
3. Hua Zhong Hostel (sg)
4. melbourne
4 TV shows I love
1. sex and the city
2. amazing race
3. i dont watch tv.much
4.
4 places i've been for vacation:
1. hongkong
2. china
3. bintan
4. brisbane
4 of my favourite food:
1. mummy's cooking
2. daddy's fried rice- the malay style with sardines, egg, prawns, onions and tomato sauce.
3. granny's home made noodles
4. fruits..
4 places i would rather be:
1. everywhere but doing up my essay questions
2. kulai.
3. brisbane
4. borders
4 favourite songs:
1. beautiful savior (planet shakers)
2. mighty to save (hillsongs)
3. thats when i love you (aslyn)
4. christmas dont be late (chipmunks version)
4 others i want to tag:
1. JESS.T!!!
2. JANE.!!!!
3. PENELOPE!!
4. YOUS!!! who is reading it
dearest dearest jess.L!!
this is for you dearest!!
thank yous for the beautiful friendship.
to see who you are now makes me rejoice
seeing u being the girl who you are called to be.
through this 4 years.
i have seen our friendship grew from levels to levels.
thanks for always being there to listen
and being so concern.
i love you heaps babe!!
stay beautifulll n a happpy happy birthdayyy!!
post brisbane blues.
christmas is in the air.
christmas decorations and gifts are piling up at every store and shop
the mob of people walking in and out just to buy things for their someone special
this time of the year, it would something i feel most for.
i now,understand why.
it is not about christmas.well it is kinda.sort of.
but
it is the anticipating of spending time with the family back home.
dajie n jeremy wld fly back from hongkong.
joyce and mingjie, amy and jack and kor would be back from k.l
and meee back from melbourne.
daddy and mummy
with the rest of the extended family..
michie,claudia, claire,jetxy, willliam, verlicia, jasmine and pearlynnn.
and all the aunties and uncles and grandmum.
with parties and more parties.
and lots of presents and gifts underneath the christmas tree
thats how christmas is at HOME!
this year,
the atmosphere feels bit different.it seems far away.
im actually feeling a little lost.
i dunno how this whole december would look like to me.
the whole evolvement of changing of season..
im glad i went to brissy.
i feel home.waking up to the birds chirpping.
seansean crying.
with michie and claudia, ber yi, ah kim, eddy & angel , and uncle.
it feels just like home.
the luxury of having breakfast, lunch and dinnner waiting for you everyday
going out with everyone in the family for suppers,
playing and talking about every one till the wee hours in the morning.
it makes parting hard for me.
i feel really lost.
when claudia,michelle,aunt and angel send me to the gate.
my heart went just .........
but Thank You God, for opportunities like this.
at least for a while.
in brisbbby .
with love.
a proper update
yea!im left with 2 exams and im done!!!!
4 years have swift past so quickly
im really looking forward for whats instored next.
with work, with life.with people.
with family.with friends
its a brand new season for me.
i feel so refresed in Him as i yearn to glorify him MORE!
the Good works that He have began in my life...
the whole of this week.
it was pretty full on.
handed in my research.
been sharing life with different people in my community.
went to mornington peninsula...
and somewhat being in brisbane now.
seems so surreal.
i landed and said to my cousin.
it feels so unreal to be here again.
seansean have grown so much.
he is so gorgeous and such a little cute bubba.
i know im in a good place hahah.
cause michelle and claudia and aunt n uncle are going to arrive
in exactly one hours time.
thats for it ..
going back to study before they arrive.
love ya alll heaps.
blessings.
so i lay my hand and dance
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours i pray
- research (80%) done. i have 2 more hours only.
- work tomorrow at some random childcare at east melbourne (not checked)
- mornington peninsula plans (checked)
- flight to brisbane (checked)
- dinner plans with rachelle on sunday @ brisbby(checked)
- kids church lessons plans for sunday (checked)
i want you to know
you belong in my life
i love the hope
i see in ur eyes
for you i would fly
at least i will try
for you . i'll take
the last flight out.
dearest dearest jane!!
i stand in awe of your post.on ur blog that is!!! haha.
to have to declare your LOVE for HIM on a public blog.
to be able to stand by what HE have promised.
im so in awe jane.
for what He have placed in ur heart,
the seed might seeem little
but it is going to be grown jane.
this journey with you might seem to be a beginning.
but i am already anticipating to see you GROW GROW GROW
in HIS words and promises.
and i cant wait to journey more with you.
to see you growing in HIM, and serving HIM from glory to glory.
i love love love you jane!!!
and im really proud of you..
blessings.
ives
just for HIM
these few days.
i have been thinking about you.
thinking about the carefree times we used to share.
all the crazy things we used to do together
its beeen quite some time we last spoke.
i had a dream about you just 2 days ago.
you were so real in the dream.
the way you would speak to me.the way we would talk about stuffs.
i hope you are doing okay.
you know m here for you anytime dearest.
a post just for YOUS!!!!
to the special yous!!!
after spending the last few days with YOU!!
whOOA..
do you know how much impact you have made into my life.
your ever willing EARS to listen and give advice.
we make the best of shopping partners because we go for the bargains.
we have so much similiar stuffs but yet!!!
we wear it so differently.
you are such a big sister to me.
who is always on the look out and pray for me.
talking and ever so patience with me when i need to speak
and being able to be us.when we hang out
its incredible just being able to share life with you.
being able to journey with you.
thanks for every single thing.
your handmade cards to the flowers.
to the skinny mochas and the hugs and smiles.
i love you sueleee.=)
you have a HEART much precious than GOLD
im off to brisbby from sat night till wed night.
im excited..
shhhhhh dont tell the baby im going to surprise her.
i cant wait
to be surrounded by my family members again.
the more i learn the more i love.
the more my heart cant get enough
this whole year.
i have grown to love.
loving the community i am in
loving my friends who surrounds me and supports me.
loving my family who yet so far but yet never fails to call me to check on me.
loving the kids that i have in life*kids.
sometimes.
i wonder what is the feeling i get all the time.
i feel so high on it.
coming back from brissy.
the lemon filled krispy kreme donut. though you were not around.
but you got it for me cause krispykreme store jus opened.in collins.
the porridge which was cooked for me cause you thought i would b hungry on the way home from the airport.
the flowers which YOU put on my table to welcome me back.
the yous who called me out.
the yous who were so excited cause i was back.and you never fail to go trampoline with me..anytime.
the never ending smiles and hugs i get from you.
the yous who understands that when i feel crappy and low all i want to do is to stick to someone dear.
the yous and yous who never fails to listen to me.
to the yous all who supports me in my ministry work and be my supportive allie.
its the L.O.V.E
LOVE!!!
i cant.thank HIM more than anything.
for HE have given and bless me so abundantly with people in my life that i can share life with.
there are just times when you stare into the empty screeen.
writters block you might call it.
my minds blanked.
and drained.
its empty and hollow.
you might want to try to knock it...
*KNOCK KNOCK*
things i am going to do today.
- get a new pair of glasses.with yy & janis & sueeee..
- meet JOJO!!!
- go to the market.
- go word to get praise and worship cd's for the kids and veggietales.
- shopping shopping.
- bbq at night at laneys n anthony's...
thats about it.
whoops ... n do my research... its due soon..
insecure.unattached.
i lost my camera.
it have become such a big part of my life
capturing moments.
bringing everywhere i go.
i feel lost.really
i feel like sleeping non stop again.
shir aka beauty:thanks for the talk.and making me laugh non stop.
have F.A.I.T.H. yes shirrr.
have faith.
trust the bece girls.
to take photos during the first aid course.
i have to admit.
after the first aid course.
i have become more paranoid than before.
bandages.
saline solutions.
space blanket.etc.
more photos to come forlastday ofuni.
tilll thens.
toodles