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i made the BEST of friends.
these girls taught me to laugh out loud
to grasp hold of what is called class unity.
fighting together till the end.
burping out loud, being the most terrible and notorious class back then.
taught me the real meaning to friendship
how to stand by for each other.
to help each other in times of trouble.
to be a listening ear to each other. and learning to trust
they have given me the best memories in secondary school.
to my beloved 5 joaners of 2001, CHIJ, STC!!!
its been 5 years since we have graduated.
im glad that we can still meet up yearly.
having our class gathering..
we still laugh at the same things.*sister agatha, ms goh, art room, mr loo. and etc.
i am amazed at where each of us are at present.
i cant wait till monday when we all meet up again.
sharing what have been going on for the past year
and continuing the journey where we have left.
thanks forsharing the friendship, the laughters and joys.
all of you have made such an impact in my life.
thanks joanna and char for organinsing.
i appreciate it heaps.
ill catch you girls then.
rock on joaners.
no shame.no life (our motto) always.
ms shufen.. this is for you!!!
as i promise...
its really how amazing how two person who once were so in love becomes complete strangers now.
this is definetely not the first time i have heard this year.
justin asked me this question earlier this year when i went back to melbourne
upon knowing the breakup.
at that point of time.
my whole answer was totallly ....
i didnt even know what i was answering..
i think then i was still under the post-breakup symptoms.
for now.my opinion of that is that
some couples can stay as friends.
and some cant.
because some of them choose not to because the hurt that was inflicted was too deep.
ask urself this?
would you want to be a friend with someone which you kinda know inside out and would hurt you again...
i dunno really.
i feel it really depends on each individual.
for some.it is because the other party doesnt want to stay as friends. just because they think it would be the better for them. (well that is usually the guys)
which i think it is rather dumb or stupid.
after alll the dramas and all the ugly side that is being displayed.
and people being human beings.
just cant accept the fact and they just rather not know the person anymore.
or have any contact with that person and thats when
both of you just become strangers.
no one is to be blame really.
but just that it is just the way it is.
FEN: think m just rubbishing
hahhaha m trying to concentrate to write this as well as watchin brazil.
love lots.
shoes.
there are times that i ponder upon
and ask many questions..
and ask heaps of questions.
and i dun understand why.
i go around in circles.
and walk back in circles.
running round the rim.
but the answers just doesnt seem to come to me.
anyways..
it will come to me pretty soon
i hope.
loves for the better day
the coincidence of the sisters wearing all pink shirts
to watch football at a mamak store.
the feeling when all your siblings n their other halfs take leave
to spend time with you the next day you come home.
when the baby jumps onto you and gives u a hug.
and all the other little ones.
who comes and hold your hand.
its good to be home.
really good.
missing all heaps.
thats for now.
this semester.
it has come to an end.
todays just been crazy.
i had my exam.
then shopping and dinner with the girls.
n then packing and dinner with the hsemates.
visit rachelle and singeng.=)
had coffee at brunettis with leens.
bowling at kingpin.
and pancake parlour
and coles. with janis,chongchyn,omega and zhicung.
its now.3.53am.
bring it on next semester.
love alls heaps.
greetings malaysia and singapore
and byebye melbourne.
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in the midst of typing up the project design.
it has suddenly set me to reality that
i am going home in 2 days.
thats like less than 48 hrs.
i have not started cleaning my place.
havent started packing.
havent finished studying.
i am going home finally.
the once in a while 3am webcamming
when you miss the best fren
and you really realli miss her.
and talking to her while you do ur work.
though countries apart.but
you know it when she is deep down with you all the time.
love ya anne.
belated birthday to nina!!!
babe!!! it was just great catching up with you on thurs morning
at like 8.00am? what the rights???
*only ives wakes u up this earli in the morning haha.
to the beautiful sunshine,the breakkie we had.
the friendship which is blossoming like the flower.
i thank God for placing you into my life.
though we dont catch up often enough
but i know you are always there.
i hoped u had a wonderfull birthday babe!!!
love ya heaps..
to janis n yy!!
its been awesome awesommme and awesome
knowing you girls.
hahah
be it tipsy and laughing to baking
to shopping to drinking.coffees..studyin
talking rubbish..=))
hahas and 3am-kfc and eating like there is no tomorrow YY!!
love love love you girls.
thanks for bring out the sunshine.
suelee.rachelle.singeng. 
you girls definetely have been the vessel from God.
showing me and mentoring me along the way.
sweethearts was awesome cause of you 3 girls.
laughter.prayers.catching up.
exploring the market...everything really
i thank God for placing you girls in my life.
all of you possess the heart of GOLD.
nurturing the little ones.
love you deeply. 
leeny-rooomie.& wah darlx!!
thanks babes!!
cause of chunting.i got to know u girls.
you girls have always been looking out for me.
and making sure im doing ok..
happy happy birthday to you both!!!
m looking forward for more to come to celebrate the years as we journey as friends.
may our Lord God Bless and guide you..
Chongchyn and Liting.
dearest dearest housemate. 
thanks f
or making this home somewhere i can call home.
coming home to cry and whine whenever i want to.
encouraging me whenevr and tellig me to do stuffs i like
making me laugh when im sad.
sitting down having tea with me.
for calling me a biscuit face to a bread face.
haha for scolding me cause i love to whip up food for u guys to eat.
cause im stress.
trying to keep the house cleannn realli clean
,cause i have complusive disorder.
i appreciate eveyrthing little n grittle things.
both of u have done.
thanks yous thank yous...
i loveeeeee all of you. and heaps not mentioned..
there are so much thanks to say. never enough...
jes.t- thanks for the phonecall .making sure i was fine.thanks for being there.
shir and pearl- for everything.realli. everything.random stuffs. school.work.placements.
thanks for making this semester seem like it flew.everyone.
God, i thank you for placing each and eevery of this people in my life.
you have shown me ways and friendships that blossom more than ever.
making me learn and understand why did things have to happen this or that way.
there is always a reason and cause.
thank you for dying on the cross for me.
You are really the way, the truth and the light
you are so real to me always.
i pray that you will continue to guide me and lead me along the way.
love.your beloved.princess.
my preps.
i miss them.
their gifts and drawings for me.
for the last time this semester.
my tears dropped.
my heart ached and felt wrenched.
i wanna cry out loud inside me.
something that awaits had happened.
and m glad it happened so quickly.
it would ceased and seal the wound completely now.
wait till winter have past.
i promise ill be good.
these days.
ive been catchin up with people.for coffee.lunches breakfasts.
just before i leave for home.
it is exactly less than one week now!!!!
yeay!!! i cant wait really to go home.
chill out with my little ones
preparing for surprises.=))))))
*big smiles.n n so much more.
for today.
i just wanna finish up part of my research.
and study a little bit...
hahah
by the way.its been birthdays n more birthday..
and photos on the way i promise when m i feeel like procrastinating.
love lots.
Dearest dearest PEARLY!!!!
happy birthday my friend.
i thank God for you
And pray for you with prayers of joy.
For He began a good work in you
and will complete that work in years to come.
A Beautiful Beloved Princess of His.
Dont worry about the add on age.
It is just a way to say you have grown a little more.
It is a time to share your story of how you come to be.
Dont' ever lose that bright and sunny smile of yours.
You have been such a blessing to people around you.
continue to be that vessel to bless those around you with joy and love.
love lots.
chunxppa.chuns...
Walking down the road called life
Thinking how my world has changed
Since i met the saving grace
of the man they called Jesus Christ
No,He's not just an ordinary guy
He is supernatural in all ways
He's not just
in my imagination
He is real in everyway
I will stand in awe (2X)
Worship the King of Glory
Open up the doors, lift up the gates
The King of Glory, may He enter in
May His power fall,
may His glory fill
All the earth
People come and people go,
Something's in and then it's out
One thing that remains the same
Is the Love I've found Jesus Christ
-Worship the King
a bit more than 2 weeks to home.
these days.
ive been buying and buying children's story books
there are times which i just wanna spend all my time in the bookshop.
i really like the avenue bookshop at albert park
and readings at port melbourne.
till thens.
ciaoz.