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this is fyodor for you!!!
heee this little one.makes my day..
thanks eric!!!=)))
pok:"i telll my ancestors you bully me"
chuns: "i tell my ancestors you bully me toos"
there we goo... fighting thru the last 7-8 years we have known each other.
hahaha..
cause our surname is unique!!! its the POH family.
okays.. to say.. not a lot of people have the same surname as us.
and standing behind me for the 3 years in sec school.
though i know we might not be the friends who call each other every single day
but i know that our friendship is there always.
throughout these years in melbourne.
your friendship have given me great support..
though you are always given second hand info by han
and always asking han hows the chuns doing in melbourne..
it is enough to know that you really care.
ur concerns and occasionally smses.
means so much ..
happy happy birthday pok pok!!!
wishing you well on ur 22nd..
may our friendship continue to blossom as we continue this journey..
love lots. in 3 more thursdays time..
ill be home with you.girls.
loves.
your feifei.
the footpaths filled with autumn leaves.
the road was wet.
one moment it was sunny.it rained the next, and it became sunny again.
the emotions inside me went outburst.
for the past few weeeks.
plannings and teaching have been my agenda.
the girls and me have been talking about plans for next year.
work??where??
finding work? visa? resumes?
everything reallly.
apart from that
i have been indulging myself in good food and shoppings.
investing in clothes and shoes which probably be use for work.
m enjoying the little bits in life..
i marvel at the things which God is trying to put into a picture for me.
things which i have been doing. stuffs which have been happening...
i love the slow and laidback life in melbourne.
but m missing life back where there the family is.
glad to know that im going home soons..
at least i know when i spoke to verlicia n sanyi n vivian aunt yesterday night.
all of them seems pretty excited about me going home.
the atmosphere in my classroom was totally different today
they did their work properly.
there were no noise when they were writing.
you could see everyone putting in their best effort in doing everything.
be it colouring, writing,reading a story silently, lining up, during eating time.
for this weeks maths; we have been focusing on time
so today for maths,we read the story, whats the time mr.wolf.
we went out and played 3 games of mr.wolf.
brought them in,a quick game of dead fish to calm them down.
the day just went past so quickly.
the children today were different.
some of them ignored me.
because all of them knew i was going this friday.
my twins bawled their eyes out.after class.
i couldnt helped but crumpled inside me.
i was in shocked to see ella and juls crying.
i asked their mum, and found out the reason why.
after they left shortly i rushed to the toilet.
when i went into the classroom,
i saw ella inside and was still crying.
i walked in and jacqui said to me, that ella wanted to say goodbye for the day
and wanted to give me a hug...and she refused to walk out of the school if she didnt do that.
just the other day, morgan was hugging my leg during classtime.
(the children sit down on the floor and i sit on a chair)
i asked her why are you always hugging my leg.
she said:'chun, you always smelll so nice'...
thats why i like you...
oh goshhhh..
these preps are making me meltttt....
almost after one month, it feels so hard just to
walk out this friday...
the attachment..
to my mum.
more than words can express my love to you
how grateful i am that you have brought me into this world.
to love me as who i am.
your concerns,your love for us all..
have always been immense.
your never failing support for us to do whatever we want in life.
your little encouragement and your ways of showing and pathing
the way for us.
your magnanimous heart for the family is always something i look up to.
thanks mummy dearest.
a belated mother's day to you.
and i cant wait to go home and hang out and have lots of afternoon teas with you
love yaaaa..
to a friend,a buddy
happy happy birthday my fren.
It's time to celebrate the story of how you've come to be
i wish you well as you celebrate this milestone.
m sorry that i have been so far away
and missing out on ur celebrations for the past 5 years.
you have been such a blessing to me,
such a joy in my life.
your never unfailing listening ears
and waiting patiently for me to finish whats in my heart.
sharing with me all your experiences
and how you would think from that point of view.
whats wrong and whats right.
thanks rics, i really appreciate it.
and your never unfailing sms for us to meet up
making sure that i m welll..
its the little thoughts that meant so much more.
8 years of friendship that we have shared together.
and im looking forward for whats more instored for us to journey together.
rics,
you have so much more potential
someone's heart who is ever so willing
and your determination and all your goals.
it will all come someday....
i wish you welll
prayers and blessings be upon you.
happy happy 25th birthday!!!
May our Lord Bless you and all ur dreams come true.
love ya heaps ..
Thank God Its Friday..
beeen waiting the whole weeeekkk for this day to come.
its good to know that i can sleep in tomorrow.(my only sleep-in day)
good to know that i can hang out with my girls TONIGHT
glad to know that tomorrow is the only day that i can run my errands
and do all other stuffs that ive been wanting to do in the arvoo.....
m so sorrry if i had been a hermit crab.
teaching has not permitted me to do so much stuffs that i wanted to do.
like even going out for coffees is a NO-no-NO thing now on weekdays.
all i wanna do after i come home is to really rest and then plann for my next day teaching
cook,shower and then prepare for lesson and its off to bed.
its tiring but m loving it.
i cant wait to have my own classrooommm.
yesterday, i went to streetlife*..
its been 2 weeks and it seems like ages that i havent gone.
it was good. was glad to be able to connect with people again.
the residents, the children, my teamies.joyce and tze ming..
the rest of the streetlifers*...
it was just refreshing to be there..
knowing that it is all for God's glory.
went to laksa king for supper.
was there standing there looking at the menu for a while.
suddenly it struck my mind about him
seems weird. i wanted to pull my phone out to ask if he wanted supper.
but well.. i didnt..
just a passing thought really... =)
its been almost half a year
i miss being in a relationship at times
but now that i think i dont even have time for myself at times
let alone having time for someone else...
i cant think about it reallyy...
hee its friday night
time for some chilling with the girls after their work
for now ill hit the street for a walk myself first.=)
love lots.
p.s:m going home in 4 weeks!!! yeay!!!
working life???
im loving the lifestyle of a working teacher's life.
m loving the routine of waking up at 6.50am
though exhausted by the end of the day.
going home having to have to cook dinner (my destressing therapy)
preparing and evaluating lesson.
and by the time when i finish marking and making comments on my childrens work
its almost time for bed.cause i feeel really stretched and tired.
by 10pm, ill have to be in bed.
really.. i dont have any extra time that permits me to do my assignments
to go out and do stuffs i want anymore.
if only i am a super woman. and i have like 60 hours a day.
i can complete all my assignments which needs to be looked at
apart from placement stuffs ...
its back to work for now..=)
shudders.
the playlist is on random.
the songs which played seems to be so familiar but yet so distance
it feels nostalgic.
to be sitting here typing away
and listening to songs that rekindled so many memories.
my heart sank low..
i still cant seem to mend the broken pieces....
manymany thanks to mummy,daddy,jies and aunties who called to see if i was well..
love loves.you guys... seee u in 6 weeks.
toodles.
hate being sick.
dun like the feeling.
its yucky n eeekky
and plus i dont get to see the children
and get my lessons done.
i was so excited for all the lessons i was going to do today!!!
eee yucks.
yucky yucky feeling..
and to top it all.
all my emotions just got mixed up..
yucks yucks yuckS!!!!
i wanna go home.
i want my mummmy..
bOOs...
with lots of sneezes,snuffles, ah-choos, sexy voice and a clogged nose!!